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Cry
2002-09-14
Tonight I wanted to cry. I think I forgot how to. I felt so empty and scared and I didn't know what to do. God I wish I knew how to cry. I have truly truly forgotten.
Why can I not just reach out and give a hug. Why is it always emotional and never physical. I don't understand. My mind and body argue with each other everyday and everyday my mind wins but by a little less each time. I am scared. I truly cannot see what is happening. Mixed signals and emotions. I know how I feel and where I want to go, but what do I do? What do I do? No one knows an answer and no one cares. I am just left to squezze my eyes shut and hope...hope I go the right way.
Jason<><
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