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So then I got to thinking....how does change apply to relationships and I realized that for me change does the opposite of what you would think it would do. In every example I could think of change would be what catches your eye, but in relationships for me change is what makes me look away. Those poor girls I have gone on dates with never had a chance. They just weren't the same. They were different than what I was used to so I instantly wrote them off and spent the rest of the night getting a kick out of all their quirks. Weird huh? I'm not sure if my dislike of change in relationships is a good thing or a bad thing.....hmmm, more things to ponder. Is it healthy to be happy with the way things are or should one constantly be striving to change in a relationship? I wanna talk to someone about this. Bounce stuff back and forth. When I debate with myself it tends to be a bit of a one sided argument. :) I like hearing other people's thoughts.
I also got to thinking about something my youth director up here told me. (When you walk you have LOTS of time to think :) I'm not going to get into details. Be it suffice to say that I think I changed my mind again. heh...I have changed my mind a bazillion times on this one, but thats ok right? I am human. Might as well make it a bazillion and one. Bah, I'm just confused. Thats what it is.
Well, I am in meetings all night tonight so I doubt I will be in much. :( I really want to go to bed early and try to get better. My brain is going at full speed, but my body is just being retarded. Its all, non-functional crappy feeling. Have a great night fellow readers. Look up ahead...I think I see a light at the end of the tunnel. :) (Anyone wants to hire me for the summer I am available....:)
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